Were through the looking glass; alec baldwin had been a young man’s ma룰렛n, and an old man. But how were these two people to speak at the same time? He knew it was impossible, and he didn’t want it to be so. He was aware that their lives depended on him, and yet somehow he had forgotten how much he had loved them both…
„What does your man mean to you, then?“ he asked finally, and was quickly pushed aside from the window.
Balfe smiled sadly. „The reason I love you so much isn’t because I feel your love for me,“ he said. „That’s not it. I don’t think anything matters to me. Your presence is all I’ve ever needed.“
The look Balfe gave Baldwin was, to the first degree, hurtful. If this was true, he could have walked out of this room right then and there. But if it was, that would have been a disaster! He should be grateful that things seemed to have turned out like this. That Baldwin had finally decided to leave him alone… that it had all been a foolish mistake. It was wrong and he should have known that in a sense.
Balfe took a deep breath. The tears that he held in his eyes now had blood rushing to them. Baldwin didn’t seem to notice, but it was probably because he couldn’t care less about that. The only thing that mattered to him was that he was safe, in this tiny room, and that he could talk with this person again.
…And that it was true that he loved him so much that he couldn’t let that get in the way of him… but he knew that would be impossible. They were bound to find 태국 마사지some kind of way to make him feel better…
The two people were silent f포커or a while, and after a moment Baldwin finally spoke. „Balfe… you must forgive him for asking that.“
Balfe nodded solemnly. „I forgive you too, Baldwin. I want you to be happy.“
„Of course. I am a young man in his mid-thirties and I hope to live longer in this world than I did.“ The feeling of pity Baldwin had felt for the poor bastard didn’t seem to be there, as it had been for most of the conversation. „I know you and I have made a bad mistake in thinking that you and your brother can stay. But I know that if you wan